† the Girl whom i bestow my whole being, my existence and love † Posted at 08:03 PM its been a while since i posted here on my own tabulas... or as to what they call it now a "blog" but i call it tabulas... alot of things happened within the past few months that i've lived my life... and one of the most captivating and unforgettable moment that happened was when i met and talked to the girl who stole my heart.. i hope she's reading this post... by the way her name is regine reyes  ... at first i was hesitant to approach her knowing that she has a bf with her.. so at first we just chat thru ym and thats all... but the time passed and they broke up... alas!... it was my chance.... ^_^ just kidding... i talked to her and we became good chatmates/friends for a week, and one night... i told myself that i want to spend the rest of my life with this girl because at that time i was falling for giney pooh, as to what i use to call her.. i dont know why, but i know and i have faith that we've been destined for each other... or whatsoever, and at that time i was in the peak of depression because of the things that happened in school and she was there for me... naks!   and i told my self that time that i want to settle down with this girl, i dont want to commit into a relationship that eventually would break down and fail.. so i chose her, coz i know and i feel that knowing her was'nt a mistake, knowing her makes me love her very much and i want to spend everyday, every minute caring, loving her with all my heart... although we havent seen each other yet, my love for her won't change eventhough i havent lay hand on her, glance at her pretty astounding face... i love this girl so much that i call.. my wife... my giney pooh "REGINE REYES" and im so happy knowing her... and keeping her in my heart... i love you so much  none sound of my wife's voice in my head |
April 27, 2006
†my sorrow† Posted at 11:28 PM I Can Cry Can you not see me? My eyes are filled with tears Can you not hear me? Iv been crying all these years I guess I've hidden it inside Pushed it as deep as it can go I guess I'm a pretty good actress And never let it show I'm afraid they see me weak For just a single moment of the day I'm afraid they see the little girl Not the bitch that's tough in every single way Only a select few have ever seen at my worst Very few people have ever seen me cry I apologize to those They are not your problems, but mine But as strong as I look I have so many fears And as tough as I seem I've shed too many tears.  pandora new tales of the vampire After Forever - Beyond Me |
February 25, 2005
February 25, 2005
~Gothic Lolita~ Posted at 03:42 PM i found some gothic lolita clothes enjoy.....     Violin by Anne Rice Shroud of Tears - Lonely God |
February 12, 2005
~Happy Birthday Mike~ Posted at 08:04 AM it was my bday yesterday and i got too excited bcoz it was the day that our exams were to end. The exam was a little bit difficult compared to the other exams i have taken up, last sem. anyway i was late for my 1st subject yesterday (as usual), i have always been late since the day i attended school. ^_^ thanks to everyone who greeted me..... yesterday was a memorable day for me thanks zhan,  Veronica decides to die Ashes you Leave - Hurt |
